| Remember when xanga used to be, like, the bestest thing out there? |
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| Sometimes i wonder if i'm destined to be single... now, please, don't get me wrong. The thought of being single is not depressing to me. All it means is that i would be so busy doing God stuff, that i wouldn't have time for a family. As much as I want a family and a tall, godly, muscular, ridiculously good-looking man (did i mention muscular?) to raise it with... i just can't seem to come across the right one. They're all taken or just not interested... or they might be jerks who have way too much confidence in themselves (As in, they have bigger crushes on their mirrors than i would have on them). i know i know....i'm young. i have my whole life ahead of me. i have so much to look forward toblahblahblah. I suppose i am just impatient. Heidi told me that i should stop looking....then he'll come along. Which makes perfect sense, because if i'm looking, all i can focus on is a particular guy (one every 2 weeks or so in my experience...except for when i was dating steve). This, in turn, takes my focus off God and freaks the guy out because i'm paying way too much attention to him. And gosh darnit nobody likes that. Once i am COMPLETELY and UTTERLY consumed with God and i'm completely satisfied with him....then he'll bring my man. God's timimg is good. Maybe I'll get my chance with Clay Aiken.....of course, that takes the muscular part out of the equation. hmm....i spose i can settle for a captivating singing voice and that charming southern twang. ~Ali |
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| Wow....i just made an enemy and i didn't even have to do anything. in fact... i didn't even know we were friends to BEGIN with. oops. my bad? |
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| SNOW DAAAAY!!!!!AKA no work for ali! woot. i feel all christmassy |
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